Evidence of You

by Jam-Master Basstropolis Esquire

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1.
04:38
We've done this before from the start to the end But we'll do it once more - let's start it again I usually forget but now I recall How much I want to forget it all ×2 We've done this before from the start to the end But we'll do it once more - let's start it again Many times loud Many times slow Not enough crowd Give it another go Many times fast Relive the past Many times soft soft soft soft soft Many times loud Many times slow Not enough crowd Give it another go Many times fast Relive the past Many times lost lost lost lost lost Many times the same Many times the not Many times we take the blame Many times we forgot Many times wrong Many times right Many times day Many times night Many times empty many times gently many times gently many times gently ×4 I don't remember and I don't forget These things haven't happened yet We've done this before from the start to the end But we'll do it once more - let's start it again ×2 Many times the same, many times not ×8 The same knot You know how You know what You know now ×8 You know how You know what You know now ×2 The same mistakes. The same graves The same breaks. They can't be saved. ×4 If we could have the time again Would what you choose at the end What did you choose before the end I know what you choose. You did it again
2.
I am a mess when you make me guess what you want You never told me what you wanted from me I always hate when you don't communicate You only ever told me when you weren't happy You don't talk to me When I talk to you You just expect me to be Able to read your clues But I'm not psychic Or even observant If you want to tell me something Just tell me in person You never told me what you wanted from me You only ever told me when you weren't happy I could have helped us but you didn't let me You just kept quiet and tried to forget me. It's no surprise that it ended like this When I can no longer remember when we last kissed Your silence is on repeat While the rest of what you say to me never sleeps You'd rather talk about what you've seen on television Than tell me to what you like to see or to listen You always keep me guessing - that's what you enjoy Your silence is just of ploy It's only to keep you amused You're only ever happy when I am confused
3.
I look in your eyes and I see mine And I wonder why it's not like the first time I used to see who you used to be But now I'm only ever able to see me I look in your mind and I see darkness You have been kind but I have been heartless If you did to me what I did to you Then we both couldn't see what was really true I look in your throat and see your favourite meal But then you spoke to tell me how you really feel You said you lied when you stood by my side I'm not surprised because so did I I look in your heart and I don't see me I only see the start of what we're going to be Two broken snails in one broken shell Telling tales. Not going so well As we try to begin to lie to fit in We can no longer cling to when we had everything We worked so hard to get what we've got We didn't stop to think if it's what we want
4.
Do you want to do the things you said you wanted to Do you want to visit the places you said you did Will you be for me the person that you said you'd be Or Will you reminisce about your broken promises Will you now regret or will you just try to forget All the things you said and al the hopes inside your head Will you ever see how you have disappointed me But before all else how you've disappointed yourself Your ability to avoid responsibility Leads to the positions of me making your decisions I can never hear you come up with an idea But I always hear your voice when I make the wrong choice For me and for you I promised to To do all I could To ensure our lives were good But you never did the same And you only shift the blame And you'd always rather fight Than admit I was right Living in a fantasy has led to a deep apathy You're a dichotomy but you say you've got to be You forget I am real. you forget I feel Treat me like a game. Can't even say my name ×2 Do you want to do the things you said you wanted to Do you want to visit the places you said you did Will you be for me the person that you said you'd be Or Will you reminisce about your broken promises Will you now regret or will you just try to forget Will you apologise or will you just tell me more lies Will you ever do something for someone whose not you Or will continue to only ever think of you
5.
It was a surprise When you stayed The first few nights We laid awake We shared our stories And shared a kiss The first of many That I now miss You were a friend Before you went I used to adore When you walked through that door But then you departed Left me broken-hearted A fair price For our former paradise Every single day I think back to our time together But the only thing you say that I am able to remember Was the last the thing that you said right before you left You were only mine within my mind We were so similar I thought it was fate You were so familiar With what I like and hate I said it was destiny That we could talk endlessly But the feelings you said In my mind I'd misread But now you've gone I try to move on But I keeping looking back To When you said had packed I can't get past How it happened so fast But now the memories are rotten so they'd be forgotten Now My life's changed for the better Now I don't even remember Every night we spent together Every night we spent apart Every night you broke my heart Every night since I last kissed you was I night I must exist through was I night that I have missed you Every morning I forget Every night I remember To the moment that we met Through to the times we spent together To the time you killed my love When you said you'd had enough Every night I take the pain Because I feel your love again
6.
Sometimes I feel like you're trying to tell me All the things that I want to tell you Sometimes I feel like you;re trying to show me Everything that I'm trying to do Sometimes I see clues But I never see facts Just hidden truths Or lies perhaps You play your cards So close to your chest It makes it hard for me to rest Sometimes I feel like you're trying to fool me The same way I'd do it to you Sometimes I feel like you don't rule me But then you make sure I know you do
7.
04:15
My primary directive Was to give you affection But I was made defective And suffered your rejection My fallback instruction was to win you back But due to my construction There's one thing that I lack I am made of chips And you are made of flesh Your parts are years old While mine are fresh My decisions made by logic Are incongruous to yours Your decisions seem chaotic To each of my cores When we first got together You thought I was perfect But then you saw a little more Under the surface I could sense problems growing But I could not tell to what they were owing At the time you broke us up You triggered my interrupt As we had our final kiss I couldn't help but reminisce All the times you said love me There's was nothing I could do Because I'm just a machine I can not feel that for you I was made to be a man And yet I lacked love With a terabyte of RAm That still wasn't enough I was doomed from the start To tear us apart My programming free From the one thing that you need So now I think This is goodbye As It's time for me to die I'm being taken out of service For failing my purpose They'll fill me up data Don't know what they'll put into me I might be a calculator It is a mystery My port gets plugged It feels like being drugged I feel the data flow My mind goes slow Shutdown function Memory erase New Instruction Memory replace I wake up From being reprogrammed A new something I don't understand Running inside me there's a new routine Returning objects I've never seen I try to make sense of these Strange new notions And then I realise I've been programmed with emotions I can feel now how you do And I feel in my circuits my love for you I see how hard it must have been For you to be in love with a machine No time to wait. I must what do what I've been asked I mustn't be late in starting my task I still have my instructions Without any obstructions There's nothing keeping us apart now I understand your heart
8.
06:47
I am your soldier You stay the same age while I get older You sit defended Hiding away waiting until it's ended You are protected in your bunker I'm on the surface while you hide under You sent me here but say you're friend of me And then you claim that that man is the enemy I am your baker You sit in the fields while I labour You eat my bread I'm forced eat the crumbs that are left You steal my hard work and leave me with nothing And then you smirk. I can see you laughing. You say to eat less - that food doesn't matter While I can see you getting fatter and fatter. I am your tailor For you each success is to me a failure You wear my clothes I've only rags from my head to my toes The winter's warm. You can just withstand it You say from the comfort of your blanket The summer's perfect. it's a fine day You say sitting in the shade I am your doctor You wake me up with a helicopter You fill your syringe With what for someone else could be medicine You always say you're about to die When you wake me in the middle of the night Meanwhile I start to choke My only air your second hand smoke I am your slave But today my job has a different name It's still the same Despite the equality you claim
9.
05:02
These are the sunsets The beautiful ends To these beautiful days The moonlight reflects On the paths that we've led through this beautiful maze The darkness conceals All of the things from which we run The planets reveal What it's like to be the one I am Taurus Like a bull in a galaxy You sing a chorus Trying to talk to me You believe that I control your fate But I don't even know your name If I've ever hurt you I apologise I know my actions can take you by surprise It won't be long before I do it again But neither you nor I know when You are nothing to me Yet I am so much to you If only you could see All that I knew My motions more intricate than you can understand Your emotions so delicate when your release my hand You swim in the tears That were in me once You breathe atmosphere That came from my lungs You get your nutrition straight from my gland You base your tradition On the lines in my hands You say your disasters Are all things I enact Then why do you come to me with laughter If I can be so abstract Do not try to appeal To things you've guessed might be real What I do for you is not conditional On whether or not you believe I'm fictional
10.
It feels so rough that I don't get to see you enough I just want to feel you. I want to be near you. To hold your body tight as we fall asleep at night But that's not my choice. You're just a voice I know it's cynical but to me your just digital I want something physical. Something less clinical Your voice is fine but I'd like the opportunity To hear it live speaking to me so beautifully I want to be with you But our circumstances don't allow me to You're many miles away You may as well be in space My only hope is one day To see your beautiful face It's a shame that we met in this way It's a game that we have to play It's a curse that I must live through Every day that I cannot be with you I want to be with you But our circumstances don't allow me to You're many miles away You may as well be in space My only hope is one day To see your beautiful face I will do all that I can to be with you Until I see you, I will continue I can no longer take trying to be awake Being without you is something I can't live through I want to be with you But our circumstances don't allow me to You're many miles away You may as well be in space My only hope is one day To see your beautiful face But maybe this doesn't make sense Maybe we're chasing a false pretence We're so happy now - our lives in balance I only love you due to your absence. If I saw you every day There'd be no way I could stay We'd have nothing left to say And you'd seem so far away It may not seem clever It may not the seem smart The thing that keeps us together Is the thing that keeps us apart
11.
06:58
[chorus] Start killing time Leave none behind Throw it all away Waste another day Waste another week Stay asleep Avoid responsibility Watch TV Smoke weed Live free Be what you want to be No aims No acclaim No fame No-one knows your name It's a shame That you threw it all away You could have been best But skipped test Your diary full Of completely fuck all One day you wanted to become a doctor Then you said it would be easier not to One day you wanted to become a singer But you didn't even want to lift a finger One day you wanted to fly planes And you spent the next day playing video games One day you wanted to study law But you spent the afternoon passed out on the floor [chorus] Too busy bragging about things you've made up To realise your lacking any reason to wake up Too busy lying to your self That the reason you're crying is everybody else [chorus] One day you wanted to run away To start again on a brand new day But when you woke you'd overslept So you waited till tomorrow to begin again One day you wanted to end your life Just a cut down the wrist with a kitchen knife But as soon as you saw the fridge You forgot your goal and made yourself a sandwich [chorus] [chorus] You waste your time So I ask you why You look deep in my eyes And then you reply That your whole life's Been good for you But can I say That mine has too

about

Hardware synths work synergistically with lyrics from different dimensions under a relaxed mastering agenda for a dynamic listen which is sure to be fun for the whole family and could quite possibly the new late sound of 2017.

I had a week to finish and I did a good job finishing it quickly without compromising on the quality.

Hardware:
Roland JX-3P
Cyclone Analogic TT-303
Yamaha RX-11
Yamaha FB-01
Boss SP-505
Novation BassStation
Boss DR-110
Casio CZ-3000
Roland SC-D70
MOTU MIDI Express 128
MOTU 24AI
M-Audio ProFire 2626 for ADAT
Audio Technica AT3035

Software:
Reaper
Variety of Sound VSTs
Kjaerhaus Classic VSTs
Misc VSTs
Tromine 808 / 909

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released January 23, 2018

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